Thursday, October 29, 2009

My chest is sucking in...

Helpless... Confused... A little upset...I'm...
not really sure what I am doing. I don't know why I feel like nothing right now. I guess I've been told about my screw ups before. What really gets me about this moment, right now, is that I don't know how to respond when somebody tells me that my priorities are mixed up. What are my priorities is the next question. Is it a list? Is it a sublist. In my own shallowness do am I to think that I've forgotten how I'm supposed to process life in general? Let's see... One list of priorities would be: God, Emaye, Family, School, Survival, etc. I suppose that I probably could have mixed up the first four. This morning I did something to the effect of Survival, Emaye, God, School, Family. Well there's where I struck out. Keep the priorities straight and the rest will fall into place. phew...

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